Songtext The gift Breakdown Of Sanity

The gift

I was falling for a long time

almost everything I knew became more fucking worthless

so many promises, so much energy

all I want is silence, all I want is peace, all I want is you

no more reason for searching for what I always expected from life

new direction, new fuckin' rules

you caught me on my way to my new life

I think it's time to act selfishly

memories of a time before distrust and pain

perhaps a dream, perhaps a trap

but not this time, it's too different

my pulse is slowing down, my eyes are closed now

and I create a picture in my head, a picture of the time

I draw it with my mind, it's colourful and bright

it's no longer waiting, from today it's arriving

this time I can see the sky, the first time I don't look back

no more walls, no more lies, I can breathe until after the sundown

my glowing heart, just awakened perfection within reach

my sad memories, you make them look like fading dust

I am the air, I am the ground, nothing can burn me down

I really missed this feeling, now I don't fear myself anymore

open mind, open ways, my future turns to light

hope has come to find me, my real destination

this is the control I was waiting for, it makes me unbreakable

I remember who I am, what i was, what i've become