Songtext Self-inflicted $uicideboy$

Self-inflicted

(This was made exclusively for FTP)
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby
(Pull the trigger, Budd Dwyer)
You don't fuckin' know me, bitch
I'm tired of all these dudes
(Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy)
Hmm, fuck your homies
(Ayy, haha)
Shut the fuck up and listen
(Ayy)

Five to the nine to the gray, such a clan of mistakes
I've tried taking my life as a plan to escape
Never planned to get paid
All this cash in the bank got me laughin' maniacally
Gas in the tank, no more askin': "Please hire me"
Beggin': "Don't fire me, sir, I'm sorry, I'm late"
Now I am late when I wanna be, so I'm gonna be late

What the fuck my name? I forgot it
What day is today? Drugs prey on my brain
Can't stop it, keep on poppin'
"Oddy changed after the fame"
Hahaha, bitch, I'm still the same
Piece of shit that you ignored in college, yah, yah, yah

I swear to God, I hate every single one of you motherfuckers
Ayy, ayy

Double cup drowning my hurt (Ah)
FTP all on my shirt (Ah)
Told Zac' I need me a Perc' (Ah)
Starship, I'm whippin' like Kirk (Ah)
Might be off Addy and Xan (Ah)
G*59 be the clan (Ah)
Chew all my pills like my dad (Ah)
Grab my dick, "He-He", I'm bad (Ah)
Fuck a stigma, I'm a drug addict
Mind missing like Trump Ballots
Empty the jacket out the ratchet
More guns than Barack's pallets
Mind missing like "Hey, found it"
I'm too foul like "Hey, count it"
Shouting "Grey" like I'm autistic
So high, broke the laws of physics