Songtext I know too much Ellie Goulding

I know too much

Turning on the lights
Need two more shadows fall in line
And I was opening one eye
When I was told to keep them shut

I listen to the signs
Without the applause
They're saying that it's gone
Scrolling past the violence
I empty out my thoughts
Now, I wanna turn to God

Sent away my demons
But they keep coming back
A little of myself and not too much of it
'Cause I gotta shape the past
And when I think about the times the weight was on me, I was good

Forgot how to love
'Cause I know too much
I know too much
I know too much
I know too much
That's why I turn back to the green
Purest place I've ever been
I'll lеave it when the food is failing
Thеre's too much I can't unsee
I'm the bad guy in my story
I've been stealing all the hearts
Just to feed my own
But my little baby stole mine
Push the air right out of me
But I was missing all along

Why am I so ashamed to run away from pain?
When all that’s done I've really seen both sides now
And I'm carrying that weight
I'm slipping in and out of rooms just like a ghost
Oh, but I never stay too long (So they don't figure me out)

I can't take back your touch (Take back your touch)
Forgot how to love (Forgot how to love)
'Cause I know too much
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

I don't owe anybody anything
I think I deserve the space
I keep your secrets: they are safe with me
But I will see you again
I don't owe anybody anything
I think I deserve the space
I keep your secrets: they are safe with me
And I will see you again

Why am I so ashamed to run away from pain?
When all that's done I've really seen both sides now
And I'm carrying that weight
I'm slipping in and out of rooms just like a ghost
Oh, but I never stay too long (So they don't figure me out)

I can't take back your touch (Take back your touch)
Forgot how to love (Forgot how to love)
'Cause I know too much (I know too much)
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh