Songtext Deep end Joyner Lucas

Deep end

Every day I wake up, that's a brand-new start, carry out my plan
I done took my chance
From the top, I dive
It's a long way down
I hope I land
God, I'm Your child, but in these streets, I can't be weak, so I'm a man
I can't be beat, so I'ma stand
I want my kids know who I am
All for her love, ain't have no parachute
From the mountaintop, I dive
And she knew I was exhausted from it, all night
For you, I ain't even care about if I die

'Cause I got evil on my conscious, but I know that God is watchin' (Woop, woop, woop, woop)
But I gotta grind, no matter the time, 'cause I know when no one would do it for me
Earnin' my stripes like ridin' a bike
A nigga been doin' this shit in my sleep (Uh, uh)
And my motivation, I get from my kids, if ther? was no them, then who would I be? (Ayy)
Who would you bump if th?re wasn't no me?
What is Gen-Z if there ain't no YB? (Uh, uh)
I thank God for the music, I know if it wasn't for that, then I'd probably be stuck in a cell (Uh, uh)
I know a few niggas who should've been home, but got caught up and now they all sittin' in jail
Yeah, I had me some bitches I thought really loved me, until I found out that the shit wasn't real (Uh)
Fuck it, I guess I'ma sit in the field
Count up this money and stick to myself (Woah)
Ain't no discussion, all of the bullshit got me muggin' (Muggin')
I don't gotta say forgive 'em, fuck it, I'm still gon' hold these grudges (Grudges)
I been searchin' for some guidance, prayin' The Lord'll show me somethin' (Somethin')
Maybe therapy'll fix it, make me different, if it doesn't, well then, fuck it

I'll be jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (Yeah)
I been fallin' for no reason
I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end
I been crashin' for no reason
And it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive
God gave me battles I don't know if I can fight
So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (Ayy)
(I-I been crashin' for no reason)

I know my back against the wall, gotta stand up tall and hold my head (Head)
For them days ain't wanna wake up, but I turn my lows into some bread (Bread)
Hate when niggas think that they know me 'cause of the shit that they done read (Read, uh)
How the fame make me feel lonely? I been livin' on the edge (Ayy, ayy, ayy)
I been in my head and all I can think about is seein' you (Okay)
Told my bitch that I got faith if you got faith in me and you (Uh-huh)
But you know I'm starvin', baby, I ain't changin' me for you (Uh, uh)
I'ma fix myself for me, but I got things I need to do

So if you come over, we can situate some things (Hey)
Come here, now, come closer, don't you run away from me (Don't)
And she don't seem as sweet as you would think (Yeah, yeah)
I love her, but don't trust her, now that's far as I can see, oh, oh (Uh, uh, uh, uh)
God, You did Your one with me (Ayy)
Washed my clothes in the sink, now I'm the one that they wan' be, oh-oh, Slime
For the ones I loved, left my front open and got backdoored
But I'm still strong and I'm thankful, I just had to hold on

Hope you know that I been jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (Yeah)
I been fallin' for no reason (Uh)
I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end
I been crashin' for no reason
And it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive
God gave me battles I don't know if I can fight
So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (Ayy)
(I-I been crashin' for no reason)

Yeah, I say it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive
God gave me battles I don't know if I can fight
So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end