Songtext Above my head Polaris

Above my head

I have these dreams where I'm losing all my teeth
Where the walls begin to cave in and bury me beneath
And when I wake, there's a part of me that wishes
That my nightmares would come true, if only just to give me peace

I need space. I need a night in my own bed. I need this like I need a hole in the head
I'm so unprepared to go through this again

I'm a wreck, I confess, I am in so far above my head,
And I've been telling everyone that I can't bear the weight
When I break, do you break? Do you feel it like your bones are aching?
Even as we grow, it hurts to know that some things never change

How could I blame you if you walked away? But please believe me when you hear me say:
I hope you find what you're searching for. Don't we all deserve to feel something more?
You deserve to feel something more

Take the time to mend what's broken, like we did at the start
All we leave unspoken will tear us apart, and I've been dying to get this off my chest

I'm a wreck, I confess, I am in so far above my head,
And I've been telling everyone that I can't bear the weight
When I break, do you break? Do you feel it like your bones are aching?
Even as we grow, it hurts to know that some things never change

In sight and sound, I found a reason to stick around, but nothing's changed
I know this time I've pushed your patience, and crossed a line I saw too late

In sight and sound, I found a reason to stick around, but nothing's changed
And I'm just trying to say

I'm a wreck, I confess, I am in so far above my head,
And I've been telling everyone that I can't bear the weight
When I break, do you break? Do you feel it like your bones are aching?
Even as we grow, it hurts to know that some things never change