Songtext Permanent tears Mozzy

Permanent tears

Mama told me, "Son, just keep your faith strong"
I've been fighting demons, they won't leave me alone
Now it's cold trying to sleep with this iron by my side
Lost too many real ones, made my heart divide
Money come and go, but the pain still stay
I done bled for this life, still pray every day
Standing in the dark, tryna find that flame
But every time I rise, I'm reminded of the pain
I learned to cry alone
Stay to the necklace 'cause I'ma die alone
Sent a couple kites to the troopers that's doing time alone
Wasn't no hood hoppin' adoptions or tryna find a home
'Cause early on I knew where I belong
Yeah, I know my partner wrong
Long as he ain't totin' we can fix it
Yo' mama like my mama, bitch, we siblings
Left me at my lowest, hate to say, ain't see the vision
Judge you off your D's but I appreciate intentions
When it get risky, we risk it, it get ugly, just visit
'Fore he died, he hit my line, I seen his call, shouldn't have missed it
From getting expelled nda suspended, kept disappointing my mama
We to the point we finally popped, ain't gotta ask me for nada
Mama told me, "Son, just keep your faith strong"I've been fighting demons, they won't leave me alone
Now it's cold trying to sleep with this iron by my side
Lost too many real ones, made my heart divide
Keep my faith in the Most High, these niggas playin' both sides
They feel like my success wouldn't occur without cosigns
Aladdin paying fool, I just needed three cosigners
If you surpass thirty in these streets, you're an old timer
When niggas think of Cali, it's more than khakis and lowest riders
Think about Lil' Gracie and DaRay, they was both minors
Can't go out like retarded, I'm a target, I'm totin' fire
Noochie did a dub, his first conviction with no prize
He on the way
Them tears is permanent for gangers, tatted on his face
I like to utilize my rights, that's all he had to say
We went from kickin' in the neighbors' doors and crackin' safes
To havin' issues clearin' MOTMs while at the bank
I got him righteous just for signin' when that package came
We bleed the same long as I rag the same
And CPS what made me had to change
Like f*ck these accolades
But made her proud for (?) passed away, yeah
Mama told me, "Son, just keep your faith strong"
I've been fighting demons, they won't leave me alone
Now it's cold trying to sleep with this iron by my side
Lost too many real ones, made my heart divide
Oh, Lord, I've been strugglin' in pain
I wash these tears away again
Lord, I've been holdin' my faith
Ah, even when my heart can't take