Songtext I wasn't spose Spose

I wasn't spose

I wasn't supposed to be a father of four
Figures, father figures, fiscal figures, family fun, didn't want it for more
I wasn't supposed to be the one with kids, twenty three
A hundred fifty K tuition leave without receiving degree
I wasn't supposed to be the king of rap in my region
But immaculate speaking has brought me plaques and achievements
I wasn't supposed to be anything but reckless
White Nikes, flannel's checkered, and some check for depositing
Plus a chicken on top of him who was Czechoslovakian
I wasn't supposed to go hard
Was supposed to hold back command heat like Spoelstra
Was supposed to fail out, wasn't supposed to gold plaque
I wasn't supposed to stack that cabot
Switch tax brackets, master my reality like Black Sabbath
And still be here with blunts to amputate
That make the heart rate raise like baseball in Tampa Bay
I wasn't supposed to be a fool like April first
Five integers, the signature, the paperwork
I wasn't supposed to be this brilliant a dude
With millions of views, I was supposed to lose, but I choose

I wasn't supposed to be okay
I wasn't supposed to get out my way
I wasn't supposed to be a man but I am
I said "nah don't make me prove it again"
I wasn't supposed to be okay
I wasn't supposed to get out my way
I wasn't supposed to be a man but I am
I said "no don't make me prove it again" (don't make me prove it again)

A quiet kid, wasn't supposed to be loud
But I suppose that my mom is supposed to be proud
Wasn't supposed to ever rap and get paid
'Cause back in the day you weren't supposed to be a rapper from Maine
Not supposed to be still living locally
But no better home for me than bringing in the ocean breeze
I was supposed to just coast 'till I fail
And if I still chilled with certain folks supposed to be jailed, yo
Not supposed to pop off like a boy band
No soda so I stay crushing like La Croix cans
I suppose never chose to be great
When dropping these jewels like I'm losing my vape pen
Wasn't supposed to fall in love, met Abby
Within minutes gave up on my bachelor image
It wasn't even scary 'till the day I got buried
Wasn't supposed to get married but I ask her in Venice, yo
Life's supposed to be painful and lonely
Wasn't supposed to have so many strangers that know me
Never listened to the fakes or the phonies
Who told me I wasn't supposed to ever aim for the nosebleeds

I wasn't supposed to be okay
I wasn't supposed to get out my way
I wasn't supposed to be a man but I am
I said "nah don't make me prove it again"
I wasn't supposed to be okay
I wasn't supposed to get out my way
I wasn't supposed to be a man but I am
I said "no don't make me prove it again" (Don't make me prove it again)