Songtext I'm trying Kevin Sharp

I'm trying

(darrell scott/tia sillers)

She said Im not pointing fingers
And he said yes you are
cause you wouldnt bring it up if you werent
If I told you Id been walking
Out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcholoics word?
I cant change whats done is done
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I dont curse myself and all my sins
And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying
Though I havent kicked the demons that haunt me
Im trying
Im trying

She sat down on the floor
And said I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel fragile as glass
I want to believe you
Believe whats held you has freed you
And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back
My parents think Im crazy for staying here this long
But theres nothing more I want for us than to prove to them theyre wrong
I dont want to be afraid, I dont want to think youre lying
And though I havent found the faith yet, that I need
Im trying
Oh, Im trying

He asked, do you want me to leave?
cause if you do, you know I will
But she said, much to his disbelief
No, I love you still

He said I dont know why Ive been the fool
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I dont curse myself and all my sins
Then he dropped down to his knees, by now they both were crying
Said, I havent been the man I want to be
But, Im trying
Oh,Im trying
Im trying
Oh lord, Im trying