Songtext A question and motive (a quiet mistake) Abandoning Sunday

A question and motive (a quiet mistake)

Don’t ask me to change.
It’s just the way I am.
Don’t second-guess yourself and why it took me so long to come around.
Giving up the hope.
That used to get you by.
Don’t blame yourself, you know, it’s not your fault that I never turned out right.
Don’t tell me you’re sorry.
You just don’t mean it this time.
I can see right through your face.
The words are written in your eyes.
My heart is so confused that I will never find home.
Could I be so dead set to lose you and end up all alone.
If it feels like the first time.
Well then it probably is.
Not weather or wars could ever save me now form falling into this.
And it’s all that I’m asking.
Just trying harder to hold on.
And remembering the feeling and closing your eyes just to promise you I’m gone.
Don’t tell me you’re sorry.
You just don’t mean it this time.
I can see right through your face.
The words are written in your eyes.
My heart is so confused that I will never find home.
Could I be so dead set to lose you and end up all alone.
Breaking the promises I make to myself.
Losing all I know to give it up to someone else.
'Cause this quiet mistake could be the worst of my flaws.
You know that giving all this up was never supposed to hurt this much.
Don’t ask me to change.
Just hold your breath and close your eyes.
Don't blame yourself, you know, it's not your fault that I never turned out right.