Songtext Dedication C-Bo

Dedication

With my eyes open I tried to focus
I see my mother
Squeezing my hand teary eyed behind her
I see my brothersand I wonder, how quick the game would take me under
I felt the bullets hit me in the back and it felt like thunder
Man, I'm thinkin is it too late for me to change?
I knew this world is full of snakes dog but thats a part of the gamea young thug that always scream I aint afraid of rain
I would just fight it out with Lord when I had no one to blamefrom all the dirt I didsnatchin purses to pay the rent
I knew it would all catch up to meman I hope i'm heaven sent
I used to be the main one screamin nigga i'm prepared to dieand when it came down to me layin on the death bin I was scared to dieno evidence of a killa when I found a bird in my dresserand if I don't die herei'll die tracin your hot desert
I can't win for losin to meet a whole gang of snakesnever thought about killin myselfbut I refuse to die at the stake
Nigga, have you ever been sittin in your car nigga, rollin up a blunt?when a nigga comes up to your window and gives you a whole clip?
Nah you aint ever had that, you aint ever experienced that
Have you ever been walkin through the park,with your kids and your family, and a nigga comes out the bushes andgives you and your family a whole clip?
No you aint ever had that
I remember when I had it made13 with a whole verbused to catch me comin down the street clownin in my convertible Ford ??I used to be all on the curbtryin to holla at me a shortywith my right hand do duband me sippin up on a 40me and my nigga used to have it madewe used to even fuck the same bitcheswe used to spend weeks and even months on the corner tryin to maintainour richesremember we used to cut and go to other schoolsand I slayed them niggas with lyricshad the whole school late for classcuz they all wanted to stay to hear it
I want to thank you my nigcuz everytime i'm at waryou was always on my sideremember that time you almost died niggaand I saved your lifeyeah my odg that aint shitnigga i'd do that a 1000 timesremember back when we was kidsand I had like 1000 rhymes
I aint forgot we unloaded the desert eaglesnigga to save my brothersthe other niggas started the warthen they snitchedwhen they asked who I smotheredto my niggas sittin in a celldoin 34 with an Lthey can't seperate us by jailwe all stuck in the same hell
I love you dawgI'm in my roomtryin to make ends meetgot on the phonehave my whole crewmeet me at the end of my street
I ain't wit havin no weed to smokeno drink, and bein brokenigga we got to hit the bank locand thats real aint no joketake me over to the projectsso I can steal me a regalthen we gonna run over to big Pooks houseso I can pick up those Desert Eaglesy'all fools ready for thisit's on and crackin at noonwe gonna get in and get out quickwith all the money we can consumewe hit em rightwe hit em hardand I got addictedthis shit is like a monkey on my backand I can't kick itso i'm robbin banks left and righteverything is goin goodtill I hooked up with this one niggafrom the other side of the hoodhe was a hotheadhe'd come in the banks shootin guards and shitwhen we got out the bank and split the moneythem other niggas he would rob and shitwhen the feds came sniffin aroundthats when I knew he was a bitchwhen the feds hit my house and put me on the groundthats when I knew he was a snitch